So it was my birthday on friday..
Which resulted in me smoking a lot of weed and eating a lot of food. Which means it’s adderal and fasting today. Jesus fuck I’m a failure.
I think she was afraid to love sometimes. I think it scared her. She was the...– Carrie Ryan, The Dead-Tossed Waves (via sundaylatte)
She writes like she’s starving and reads like she’s feasting.– R. D. Larson (via dulcetdecember)
Down to 137 lbs.
I really hate Christmas.
Any diabetic trying to loose weight out there? I have an insulin pump and after four years with the damn thing, there is like a mini pouch of fat on my stomach. Any exercises or ways to get rid of it? Fucking hate it. Message me?
I know it’s not logical, but I feel that if I loose weight, if I can control myself around food, if I just keep going, things will get better. I’ll be happier. I’m sick of this constant anxiety and depression and feeling fucking worthless. I just want it all gone. Every fucking useless pound.
61510) I'm a diabetic and anorexic. I'm killing...
I need to loose some fucking weight.
Fruit snacks: 130 Chips: 200 Whatever I’m eating tonight: 400 Total:730
Chips-240 Ice cream thing-170 Eggs-100 hashbrown thing-200? Total: 710
You just do it. You force yourself to get up. You force yourself to put one foot...– Elizabeth Taylor (via 0nedayouwill)
61297) I can just stare at myself in the mirror,...